So I'm going to make this promise, and I know that hopefully I won't break it.
Even if love doesn't come to me, I carelessly search for it. Putting my self
in a high chance of getting a shattered heart. Though I maybe a daredevil
to be like this, I'm not afraid. When an honest chance comes up, I'll fearlessly
take it with utmost confidence. Faith in something that I want..
I hope that this year, my prayers would be granted.. just to feel the feelings, emotions
and personalities. I hope that girl that would bring complexity to my simple world would
answer my call. I'm not desperate or whatever it's just basically risk-taking.
Though I have my eyes on lock on someone. Whether or Not she loves me, I'll be loving her.
Old feelings come and go, though they come back stronger. That, I learned the
hard way.
Revelations don't take the form of broken promises and shattered hearts but,
from painful words and destructive actions. You lose people, yet, God gives you
a better one.
I may not believe all the things that are said about a certain person but I want to
believe in that person, not to be stupid and be rational about their actions.
I don't like seeing people change.. It's like someone passing away.. though they keep
some of their aspects, it's hard to accept the person they had become.
We are only human, ordinary people living in this world full of trials and tribulations.
It's up to us and our faith to tackle these trials and be triumphant, in other words, to be happy.
A smile is worth a thousand definitions. Each happening untimely and mysteriously.
But what can I say ? We're just ordinary people.
peace.
